It's not always easy...

...coming up with new ideas. Sometimes, no matter how hard you try to think, the words just don't come. So I stop thinking too hard.

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From where I am sitting, I have a perfect view of the skyline. Never mind that it's marred by tall electrical poles, or wires that criss-cross along the sides. The skies are blue and the clouds are a fluffy white. It looks like the perfect day to be outdoors: having a picnic, lying on the grass, or flying a kite maybe. And then the clouds start to thicken and just like that, my view of a perfectly sunny day changes. 

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I am at loose ends right now. So much time to waste, not enough to do. I can't say that about most days so this is a luxury I will savor. I'm pretty sure it will be over before I know it so I will try to enjoy  every minute.

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I don't mind my own company. In fact, In some cases, I enjoy it. I talk to myself. I wonder and laugh aloud about things on my own. It gets funny when I do it around other people though. They stare. But I've become quite good at ignoring them and I've come to accept that their opinions are not my problem.

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I guess I'm a loner. I know I'd rather be alone than be thrust into a social situation, where I feel out of my depth and element, and end up saying something totally inane and senseless, that I will end up mulling over and regretting for hours and days to come. Sometimes, I do feel so socially inept that it seems better to stay locked up in my corner than to subject other people to my ineptitude. So I either limit my interactions or keep my mouth shut. Some people perceive it as aloofness, to me it's self preservation.